The good and the bad.

The good and the bad. Both are an important factor in this blog. As you all know i love talking about my art (a lot). Let me share something else with you, well some thing else...hmm i let decide.

I have an illness that messes up my central nervours system. One of the things that is part of that, my digestive system. For me that means that i can't eat, so i use a feeding tube. I completly not ashamed of that, i am still fabulous (hahah). Today was one of those days...i am in the midst of a flare up, and that means pain, a lot of pain. So much much pain that my stomach refuse anything, also the tube feedings. That is so freaking frustrating...the last time i had this, i nearly died and i ended up on a ketamine iv (yeah the real stuff). There comes the caking...when i feel like shit, i turn to my art even more. I am able to forget for a while what i have, when i am cake decorating. I feel like i am no less then any other cake artist, because i have feeding tube.

Let me tell you a secret...i never had a piece of my own cakes...i have no idea what they taste like hahah.

Because i want other people to feel comfortable with themself, i will post a photo of myself with the feeding tube.

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